suddenly the RXZ seemed not enough for me. not that it was less sexy, nor was it less appealing to the eyes. it just happened. the trusted lover suddenly seemed so ancient, so annoying, so-not-me anymore... sigh, the folly of my wandering lust...
the truth was that i had my eyes on something else. i fell in love with something else. i was swept off my feet by something else. so attractive, so sexy... the curve, the shining eyes, the firm body line, ahhhhh!! i was blown away.. i failed to fathom the infatuation, yet i secretly enjoyed it. my bank account indeed didn't approve of my choice, yet i managed to convince myself that it's worth pursuing, no matter what...
